When they came to Marah, they could not drink its water because it was bitter. (That is why the place is called Marah.) So the people grumbled against Moses, saying, "what are we to drink?"
They Moses cried out to the Lord, and the Lord showed him a piece of wood. He threw it into the water and the water became fit to drink. Exodus 15:23-25
This has been a tough season for me. Places, circumstances and people I thought would sustain me or come through for me have failed to live up to my expectations. And yes I've complained and grumbled. Even to God.
I've been here before. I should recognize this place. I've tasted the bitter waters of disappointment. This barren and bitter place has left me hungry and thirsty.
Complaining and grumbling never helps. NEVER DOES. But I indulge anyway. Live in the pit for awhile. Until He looks down and asks the same question He asked Elijah in the cave, "What are you doing here?"
I know the way out. I see the piece of wood and hear Him say throw that thing in there!
The piece of wood that sweetens the bitter places is thankfulness, gratitude and praise. Ultimately it's Him. When I choose to pick it up and release it to that bitter place, I find the waters sweetened. I feel a sweet breeze come into my stagnant place.
It always comes down to a choice. I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. Philippians 4:11
Practice. It's takes practice to be grateful. Sometimes it's a fight to choose to be thankful. The Holy Spirit always seems to help me find that piece of wood. The song, the praise...whatever it is to lift my eyes to Jesus and out of the pit.
I can do all this through Him who gives me strength" Philippians 4:13
There is a reason this verse follows the one about learning to be content. I'm no better than the ungrateful Israelites. I can be miserable with the bitter waters. left to myself.
I desperately need Him. He's always enough. He satisfies.
